I am a poet my words are an extension of my mind transferred to paper through the hand of an artist

So I havent really updated or let any one know what has been going on in my life. Sorry to everyone I have been busy in a lot of ways with work and some other stuff I will explain in a bit. Thought it best be time to update and let everyone back in my life. Really do feel bad for not coming on these sites more often and updating my blogs. So here we go lets get the show started and let ya know whats going on.

 

Married Life

 

Maybe first of all I should let everyone know I got married and am now a husband.. I know holy shit it is scary to think that I actually am married. No it wasn't just to do it because we needed to it wasnt because we were forced. We both really did want to even though it feels weird to say my wife instead of girlfriend or fiance. I am happy to be married but it will take a bit to get used to it. Really nothing has changed we are just an offical couple I guess is the best way to put it. Ashlie was and is a great addition to my life and the family. She has helped me through so many different things. We have hit some major rough patches mostly on my part but made it through them all. I thank God that she came in my life when she did and help me see the future. We have and will continue to work through many different things as the challenges arise. Each day is a new adventure it is fun seeing where we can go and where we have been.

 

Baby

 

Jellybean, peanut, shrimp, etc... whatever you may call the little guy or girl either way it is a baby. It was kind of a shock to us both but a good shock. People say we are not ready but I think that is all a bullcrap lie and I think we are. Yes maybe my job is not the best to support a family but in these harsh times it will suffice. It is not like I am only making 5 dollars an hour. Times may be tight and I may not be able to have money to play with but we will be fine. Thinking about it inside and outside it is like woah I have a kid on the way what was I thinking. Is it a bad thing at all not at all I think it will be a great thing for me. Feels like it will be one of the better things to happen in my life. It will straighten out my mind in a lot of ways and give me something to focus on. Not that Ashlie hasnt already done enough in straightening my mind out. Just thinking the baby will be a way to show me what really is important and worth it. It will get me on the right track as far as money goes and how to spend it right.

 

Book

 

I have been throwing the idea around in my head forever on a book to write but really didnt know what to write about. One day I just started writing and almost wrote 2 full pages which I later deleted. What that showed me was though that I had the ideas and ambition to work on a book. I was trying to think of different things like what would it be titled what would it be about. So many things have happened to me that at 23 I never thought I would deal with right away. In high school I used to tell a good friend "Don't Worry Be Happy" so it was just natural to call my book that. It will be about how to take the best out of some of the worst situations you could think of. Sometimes life deals you a horrible hand all you have to do is work to make the best of it. Yes things dont go as planned but in the end most of the time it all turns out for the best. Slowly but surely I will be working on this and will hopefully be updating on it as much as possible.

 

Poetry

 

Yes I know there has not been much on here in the way of poems in a long long time. It is not that I have stopped writing I jus havent found one I wanted online. Hopefully soon enough there will be one that is worth my time to post. I am working on a few right now that I think will be amazing. That is anbother book I hope to put together is a poetry book. I realized to get one off the ground really isnt that much to spend. So in time I will also be putting out a book of my own poems. Look for it maybe it will be in stores if not I will be using a paypal site to sell them for cheap but we will see.

 

Work

 

Really cant complain about the job I really do love working at Best Buy its a fun job. Wait did I just say that my work was fun yes I did and meant it. Really love helping people and working with customers yeah being yelled at is shitty but just part of the job. I like to think I am good at what I do and that it is something I can make a living off of. Never really been great with the math or mechanical stuff but have no problem talking to people and helping with problems. Technology really is my life it suits me so well because I am a tech nerd in all aspects of my life. Also cant complain about the pay because I make enough to be happy and be comfortable.

 

Other Stuff

 

Everything up there is some of the stuff that has been going on lately in my life that people may not know. Only a few other things are really note worthy to be talking about. This year I decided that my christmas tradition would to be to buy at least one present for someone on the angel tree. Dont ask why I really am not sure just thought it would be fun. So I am going to take at least 10 to 20 dollars every year and buy a less fortunate family or kid a gift. I think that it will be one of the cooler things that I can do and enjoy it as a family.

 

I think I am addicted to social sites haha they kind of rule my life (not really) I am just on so many. I think I am signed up for a lot of differnet sites and it is crazy. I am on Mindsay, Myspace, Twitter, Justin.Tv.. I am sure a few others I am forgetting. I just kind of enjoy the online communities there are so many different people out there to talk to.

 

I am going to start broadcasting my videogame playing and stuff I do on my Playstation 3..Why?? Again because I think it will be fun to show off the gaming world. Really video games are my escape from the day and from the world. I love to play them and I know some people love to just watch and see what other gamers are doing.

 

In Closing

 

So really I guess that is all I have for now I know it is long but thought it was important to let everyone know. I will try to be on more often and let people know what is going on. If ya ever want to I can always let people know my aim. That way I can update people on what is going on in my life.