Wow I have not put anything up in way too long and thought why not something now. Lately I have just been working and playing PS3 other then that not too much. Well I have been hanging out with my amazing girlfriend of 4 months and it has been the best. She has kept me up through the good times and bad no matter what I need. She understands me and sees the good in me and loves me like a real girlfriend should.
So now for the rant portion on lots of things...
I love how you point a finger at me for being the horrible bad guy in this whole situation. Are you people perfect angels? Ha dont think so yes I know I did some things I shouldnt have but it is done and over with let it go. I love how people can say one thing to your face and change to another person 2 seconds later. So many people act like that other person or persons is the bad guy when they are. Mistakes are made by every one even if yes you are a Christian Gasp!!! Yes I am a Christian too but when I make mistakes I do admit that I was wrong not hide it and always make it someone elses fault. I guess rather then take the blame it is eaiser to point the finger. Yes I will be straight forward I think some Christians and yes not all are very much so a hypocrit. Just because someone drinks we have to judge I do not think that is our place to take control. If that person needs to be judged let God do it. We are merely messengers trying to do his good work and spread his message. When you were yong I am sure you who act holy fucked something up along the way. Now that you are older why try to cast your beliefs on someone else. Oh hey but you are just trying to help and guide a lost soul. Maybe they are not lost maybe they are found and it is you who are lost. This is a thought to let stew in your head that your life may be perfect in your eyes. In all reality you see it great on the inside while people are watching your world crash down around you. Stop and think in the end about who you are hurting someone else or mainly hurting yourself. We need to stop fixing others and fix who we are first if we can fix that we can work on bettering others. So just stop trying to break Ashlie and I up because I love her. She is my girlfriend and best friend and I dont want to give that up. I love her with my heart and soul and we are staying together no matter what others say.
Work is ehh I guess work not that I hate it or anything it just seems so much different. I love the job I do but alot of times you are overlooked for your work. Wish that something came along that I fit into and people would realize my true potential. Yes I may not be mr smart but I have so many great ideas to change things for the better. In many ways it would be great to be the person that thinks out the customer experience and changes the way things work. Not that I would give up Best Buy because I think it is the best game in this small sized town. Many of the things there make me wanna stay and keep going ahead with my dreams. I get the chance to make peoples days and help. Maybe not like a doctor helps but it feels great when a customer remembers your name and face. Really that is all I have to say about work and how that is going.
Relationship wise like I said that is going like someone threw gasoline on the fire. I love Ashlie and wont change that for anything. Each day something new shows up or we find something else we love in each other. The way she looks in my eyes it is easy to tell she loves me and really does care. I can't wait to actually put a ring on her finger and be so much more. I really cant say much more she knows it all.
Well right now that is my life ad hopefully soon I will have some new poems up for you all.
