In your arms tonight feeling I am getting is just right holding onto you tight,
Knowing that no matter what happens everything is still going to be alright,
Just one kiss falling deeper in it feels so good to be living in a so called sin,
Take my hand because I will never be disappointed about being your man,
May not be perfect but let me ask will you still love all of my imprefections,
Everyone knows whats right for us our love should have never worked out,
Fun to prove them all wrong keep moving on taking steps towards forever,
Until the day you take my last name after your finger shows a diamond ring,
Down the aisle wide eye smile all the little bumps in the road are worthwhile,
Freedom from reality escape pain bad days bring you are my angels wings,
Dancing on clouds never wanna come down you are my natural high for life,
Tomorrow may never come lets remember now forget the past move ahead,
Sometimes we may fight though our bonds of love will always be wound tight,
Golden rays of sunshine you walk on by every time you do it catches my eye,
Watch they will see you were one of the best things that ever happend to me,
Nobody knows what true love is but their own so they should leave us alone,
Everything falls in to place it all has a reason to change for better towards best,
We may make mistakes somtimes you just have to let those useless cards play,
If we keep at this love no matter what nothing will be able to get into our way,
People said we could never be but this love is something they should all see,
Friendship flowers into love when two haerts finally become together as one.
Ross Wigg©
My tattoos are the kind with no ink they are carved into my skin,
Telling a story broken hearts a life and love violently ripped apart,
Medals of honor that by the grace of God I am still standing here,
Wounds of the flesh will heal in time but the one inside never will,
Please dont grieve for me another day was given for me to breath,
Just tell me everything will be alright sometimes still I lose my faith,
Moving forward still feels like everything is stuck back in the past,
Nightmares plague every other dream still unable to fall fully asleep,
Help me help me please I scream in my time of sorrow you I need,
Grabbing out reaching for something that I know is no longer there,
Fear like a cage with me as the slave only one key will set me free,
Tomorrow want to feel the summer rain like it was still yesterday,
When everything is nothing when it feels darkest standing in the sun,
Even in a crowd full of a million people still feel like I am all alone,
Run away to escape need serenity from everything time to breathe,
Fade the bruises slowly fade away nothing is left but this memory,
Outside seems fine inside storms of emotion rip through my mind,
Insecurity holds me under fear still makes me wonder what is real,
Laugh because you do not understand what is really happening,
Was and always will be the love that set me free from the cage,
Tattooed scars left deep in my heart of a love that will never burn away.
Ross Wigg©
Wow I have not put anything up in way too long and thought why not something now. Lately I have just been working and playing PS3 other then that not too much. Well I have been hanging out with my amazing girlfriend of 4 months and it has been the best. She has kept me up through the good times and bad no matter what I need. She understands me and sees the good in me and loves me like a real girlfriend should.
So now for the rant portion on lots of things...
I love how you point a finger at me for being the horrible bad guy in this whole situation. Are you people perfect angels? Ha dont think so yes I know I did some things I shouldnt have but it is done and over with let it go. I love how people can say one thing to your face and change to another person 2 seconds later. So many people act like that other person or persons is the bad guy when they are. Mistakes are made by every one even if yes you are a Christian Gasp!!! Yes I am a Christian too but when I make mistakes I do admit that I was wrong not hide it and always make it someone elses fault. I guess rather then take the blame it is eaiser to point the finger. Yes I will be straight forward I think some Christians and yes not all are very much so a hypocrit. Just because someone drinks we have to judge I do not think that is our place to take control. If that person needs to be judged let God do it. We are merely messengers trying to do his good work and spread his message. When you were yong I am sure you who act holy fucked something up along the way. Now that you are older why try to cast your beliefs on someone else. Oh hey but you are just trying to help and guide a lost soul. Maybe they are not lost maybe they are found and it is you who are lost. This is a thought to let stew in your head that your life may be perfect in your eyes. In all reality you see it great on the inside while people are watching your world crash down around you. Stop and think in the end about who you are hurting someone else or mainly hurting yourself. We need to stop fixing others and fix who we are first if we can fix that we can work on bettering others. So just stop trying to break Ashlie and I up because I love her. She is my girlfriend and best friend and I dont want to give that up. I love her with my heart and soul and we are staying together no matter what others say.
Work is ehh I guess work not that I hate it or anything it just seems so much different. I love the job I do but alot of times you are overlooked for your work. Wish that something came along that I fit into and people would realize my true potential. Yes I may not be mr smart but I have so many great ideas to change things for the better. In many ways it would be great to be the person that thinks out the customer experience and changes the way things work. Not that I would give up Best Buy because I think it is the best game in this small sized town. Many of the things there make me wanna stay and keep going ahead with my dreams. I get the chance to make peoples days and help. Maybe not like a doctor helps but it feels great when a customer remembers your name and face. Really that is all I have to say about work and how that is going.
Relationship wise like I said that is going like someone threw gasoline on the fire. I love Ashlie and wont change that for anything. Each day something new shows up or we find something else we love in each other. The way she looks in my eyes it is easy to tell she loves me and really does care. I can't wait to actually put a ring on her finger and be so much more. I really cant say much more she knows it all.
Well right now that is my life ad hopefully soon I will have some new poems up for you all.
Yeah I know I have not been on in forever to let everyone know that I am doing well. Actually lately I am doing very well and doing much better. Right after Christmas me and ALisa broke up i had talked about her in another blog. We just didnt see eye to eye on many things and there was a big rift. A lot of things were said and done that broke us up. We are still friends but no longer dating as far as that goes.
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After that I met a girl I had talked to along time ago and just kind of forgot about. Well we started talking and continued talking more and more. We noticed that we had feelings for each other. Yes I admit her more then me at first I was a little slow on that. We now have been dating for about 2 months and a couple days. I really do love her and am glad to have her in my life. She is a great person and she knows about Jess and wishes they could have met.
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As far as the job goes I left the Media team at Best Buy to become a Customer Assistant. I could not be more happy with the choice I made. This change was the oppritunity I needed to be more involved with customers. It gives me the chance to talk to many different people and learn about them. I really enjoy the work I get to do everyday now as crazy as that sounds.
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I am still a big game/music/movie/electronics nerd like always. I am currently thinking about getting a bigger size tv better for movie watching. I love my PS3 half the time I cant put the paddle down.
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As far as my writing goes I have not quit and have actually made many many more. I actually am still looking into making a book. SO when I get some info and prices let me know if you are intrested. I should have a few up here soon enough.
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Other then that I have just been chilling and living my life day to day. So yeah thats how I have been doing if ya really wanted to know.
